jackie-says-rowr

All she did was sit on the swing and cry about the only boy she couldnt have and he was sitting right beside her. That boy was me. The darkness around us seeped into everything in sight. I could hear the quiet ring of the wind chime nessled high up in one of the tree branches above us. "Brooklyn..." she cried harder hearing me say her name. I found myself sobbing as well when i saw her clutch her heart like she was trying to hold the broken peices together. I pulled our swings closer together as i said the words that needed to be said. "I want to love you, to hold you. I want to be yours and you be mine. I want to be together, but I can't.

i just sat there, curled up in a small corner in my room. all i could hear was the loud music blasting in my ear. i  was tired the teasing, the lies, the pushing, the rumers, vthe lies, everything. i hated it, my family among the most. didn't understand anything, nothing. they hated my style, they teared down my dreams, they accused me of everything, they say they like my music, but i know it all was a lie. listening to their laughs and looking at all the fun their having, makes me feel more abandoned then that second that just passed. they leave me out while their playing games, taking pictures, hugging, making conversations. im the black sh

i loved you, that's what i did. i loved you and you never knew. i can't believe i wasted my heart in something so worthless, so painfull, thanks to you. i want to die. i see black surrounding me. blood, blood everywhere, but all i can think about is you. you broke my heart and kept it. you caused this. the world is black and splattered with blood.